Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Friendship breakup

DING!
I rushed out of History to my Locker. I quickly grabbed my books for my next class and then rushed to Science.
"MIKAYLA!" I heard Damons voice. I havent talked to him since last week. The reason why? Well I decided to take Kenna's advice, to stay away from Damon!
"MIKAYLA!" Damon called again.

My brain was saying "Keep walking! Stay away from him! He's not a good person to be around!"
But my heart was saying "Turn around! Talk to him! Flirt with him! DONT IGNORE HIM!"

I didnt have to choose to listen to either my Heart or Brain because Damon had catched up with me.
"Mikayla didnt you hear me calling your name?" He asked me. I looked straight ahead. If I saw him I wouldnt want to stay away from him!
"Oh you were." I just shrugged it away.
"Yeah, so I havent talked to you since last week!" Damon smiled. I looked at him. He was wearing a black V-neck shirt, Jeans, and a Black and white jacket.

"Yeah!" I weakly smiled.
"Um...is there something wrong with you?" Damon said looking into my eye's. He had such PRETTY BRIGHT blue eyes! My eye's probally looked BLACK compared to his bright eye's!
"Uh..No..Nothing wrong" I shooked my head.
"Are you sure?" Damon asked.
"Yes! I'm sure Damon!" I snapped.
"Oh okay. Well do you want to go see a Movie or something this weekend?" Damon asked me.
I sighed.

"Umm..Damon. I'm not sure if I can hang out with you" I said.
"Oh well maybe sometimes next Weekend." Damon smiled.
"No..I dont think you understand. I cant hang out with you...EVER!" I sighed as I looked down at my Blue Converse.
"WHAT! Why?" Damon asked, shocked.
I didnt answer him.

"Is it because I put a snake in the teachers lounge?" Damon asked me. I shooked my head, no.
"Well why cant you hang out with me?" Damon asked.
"Because of how you act! Its not good for me to be around you! Your a Rebel, I'm not! Face it, I'm a Goody goody! And thats how its going to stay! I'm sorry, I just dont want to be around someone like you!" I lied. It was partly true! But I DID want to be around him! I just dont want Kenna to be mad at me for not listening to her! And Maybe...Just maybe...Kenna's right! He would break my heart!

Damon went silent.
"I'm sorry" I said weakly.
"Mikayla, I thought you were different! I'm ALWAYS the outcast! And I thought if I went to this school I couldnt have a new FRESH start! I thought that I would actually have FRIENDS! And I did, YOU! But apparently you never wanted to be my friend in the first place!" Damon hissed.

"I do want to be your friend, just a long DISTANT friend!" I sighed.
"But now you dont! Because you saw how I REALLY am! I'm not a Jock! I'm a...Rebel I guess you could say. And if you cant except that...then maybe..we cant be friends, or DISTANT FRIENDS! But it was fun while it lasted" Damon snapped and rushed down the hall.


I felt AWFULL!

Oh and Valentines day is coming up! yay! NOT!
I thought Damon might have been my Valentine BUT apparently NOT!

*Mikayla*

1 comment:

  1. Awww D"":

    you never know, he might just be your valentine after all ;)

    **Prudence..**

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